When your hair falls out, it's bad. But when it falls out and forms a bald spot, in the middle of your head, at the formative age of 14, surrounded by mean girls at boarding school, and away from your family - it's shockingly devastating.

Alopecia Areata. Auto-immune disorder. No cures. Steroid Injections.

Those were the words that stung in my face as I was sititng in the doctor's office, holding on to my mums hand tight. I didn't know any better, but she said no. Despite how scary it sounded, she paused. She stayed calm. She questioned. She researched. And she decided to find real solutions for me, not just ones that papered over the cracks.

A commitment to being conscious

Over the next couple of months, we did everything we could. Accupuncture on my scalp. Nutritional balancing. Hair oiling. You name it, we did it. We even applied ginger to my head religiously. I worked to manage my stress (it's still a work in progress, I'll admit!) and became more conscious about what products I applied on my hair and body.

It was around this time that my mum had been introduced to 100% plant-based, probiotic personal care products. She was going through her own journey, which lead her to quiting her corpporate job after a decade of burn out, and started her brand of chemcial free products. So I gave those a try. I stayed committed, despite the funky smell, and was hooked.

Growing with Purpose

Low and behold, it worked. My hair started to grow again. And with each growing strand, my commitment to a holistic approach deepened. I started accompanying my mum to fairs, listening intently to conversations about how harsh chemicals (including carcinogens) have been normalized, even in so-called organic products. I learnt about how the skin microbiome worked, and how plants can do the trick.

This whole ordeal taught me two very important life lessons. One, that is to never blindly trust authority figures. Ultimately, its our body. We have the right to pause, research, and make an informed decision about what goes on it. And two, that there is so much beauty and wisdom in how our ancestors did things. I began to champion this cause. You could say it became a part of my personality.

The Hop to Australia

And so when the first signs of corporate burnout hit me at 22. I didn't wait a decade for the stress to slowly eat away my physical and mental health. I took the drastic decision of leaving my cushy, prestigious job in the Netherlands and flew back home to Thailand. Working on Conscious Living was the natural next step and I felt like I had finally found my purpose.

In didn't end there. Life seemingly had more plans for me. Somehow I found myself in love and suddenly in Australia. With the opportunity of a whole new market and years of unsuccessful attempts of finding a distributor in Australia the next step was clear. Take the leap and become the founder of Conscious Living Australia